Hope it gives you hell.

As you can probably tell from my post title, I am not very happy. This post is going to be about girls and how catty they can be.

Tonight, I was angrier than I ever had been, my hands were literally shaking and I had a pit in my stomach that made me want to cry, scream, and just go to sleep at the same time. This is due to rumors. Granted, the rumor was nothing horrible, not that I had been sleeping around or gave someone herpes or killed someone or anything (fyi, I've done none of the above), but it was just enough to potentially ruin a relationship between two people (for relationships see my first post). I am unaware as to the reasons for this persons speaking about me and am going to attempt to confront it tomorrow...errr today...but as for now, I just feel horrible and do not understand why I was targeted. Unfortunately, this put some things into perspective for me. It's amazing how something so trivial as a couple of words can have such an effect on things. On a more positive and random note, it's very easy to make me happy, it's the little things for me, like a simple compliment on my hair or noticing something I did. I just wanted to post on how rediculous it is to start rumors to hurt someone like this (for the record, I'm very near tears right now because I'm exhausted with friend drama...and the music I'm listening to isn't helping much either).

Another thing girls do that is exceedingly catty is act twofacedly. No I am unaware as to whether or not that is a word. This is probably one of the worst things someone can do to a person. When the person you're being two faced two finds out about it, it hurts even more than just telling them from the get-go that you're not interested in them. Granted, I'm awful at confronting people and this whole blog might wind up being hypocritical, but I'm often bad at practicing what I preach...unless it's recycling....but I digress.

I'm tired and don't know what else to say except for while boys can be all stength and fighting and confusing, girls are by far the worst to deal with because their random mood swings, twofacedness, rumor spreading, and drama are probably the worst thing to do. I really hate the bad girls out there who ruin things for good girls like me (that may sound conceited, but I strive to be and think I am most of the time a good person). Sadly, the people who should be reading this blog are probably not either. Another FYI, I don't care if you think this is a cry for attention, because it's not. It's just a way for me to get out how I'm feeling and you don't have to read it.

Until next time, something for you to ponder: Do we all see colors the same way?